Lack of Patience

Testo:

© moonchild
im up all night
playing funny music on this guitar
wondering how i ever got this far
must b divine intervention

lying thru my teeth
when i say that im really really happy
but im not where i was
and where i was was effin lost
inside my pointless self-destruction

when i stop singing
i dont know who i am anymore
i dont feel very real anymore
only on rare occasions
but i kno that will be changing
so ill shut up and be patient