Fallen Up!

Testo:

© moonchild
how did I get to be so blind
how did love fade in such a short time
how did I do things I never thought I would

the pain inside wouldn’t disappear
the shame inside was too much to bare
the rising waters drowning me inside

can’t believe how hard i’ve fallen
fallen into you

if i could turn the clocks back
i’d change the way that i spoke and acted
memories make my stomach sick

found myself playing with yo ur head
found myself breaking promises
found myself wishing i was dead

can’t believe how hard i’ve fallen
fallen into you

like a junkie
whose drug of choice is touch
part of me is still a child
who didn’t get enough
yearned for you to fill
this endless gaping hole
somehow it got bigger
i fed to it my soul
with bloody hands i now cling
to the hope of us
i lie here in defeat
in the wreckage of our trust

let me see how far i've fallen
from myself