Memories! Memory?

Testo:

© RJ
Memories, in my mind, they keep on flying by,
But there's one, i find, that keeps me up at night.

Can't help but think of all the things to change,
Was it my fault, or is that all in my brain?
Was I lonely, dived in too fast,
Oh the things I'd do just to take it back,
One drink too many that all that it takes,
A breathe of fresh air, 2 minutes too late,
Clairvoyance of a moment is always last,
With water falling on you, thinking back to the past,
Whatever I do, it won't change,
Forever scarred into the depths of my brain,
Im hoping now, I can take my time,
I push under the rug, as a moment gone by

Memories, in my mind, they keep on flying by,
But there's one, I find, that keeps me up night

Thinking back to the way, you looked in my eyes,
All the things you said, that would lead me awry,
Everything that you chose, that was all in your mind,
You wanted nothing to do, with those feelings inside,
You pushed me away, left me waiting to find,
That i was just a med, for your boredom with time
But now im aware, of how im left outside,
It's time to make a new memory of mine,


Memories, in my mind, they keep on flying by,
But there's one, i find, that keeps me up at night.